ang kay juan ay kay juan...

..."ang kay juan ay kay juan", may mga bagay-bagay na di dapat sabihin o malaman ng iba... dahil may mga dahilan kung bakit 'to tinatago. Mabigat man o magaan ang mga dahilan no ito... pero kahit ganoo mo 'to ipaliwanag sa mga tao, sadya nga yata hindi sila makaintindi. Dahil hindi sila marunong makinig. Wala akong magawa sa mgatao sa paligid ko... away bati... sa liit ng mundong ginagalawan namin mag aaway pa. Ang dami-dami nilang mga dahilan, ang dami-dami ding pagkakaiba, pero talaga nga bang hindi talaga pwedeng pagsamahin ang tubig at langis?!? (hehe) Ang hirap talagang intindihin ang bagay na hindi mo talaga maintindihan kahit anong pilit ang gawin mo... siguro, kahit papano, alam ng bawat isa sa kanilang sitwasyon.

_Kailangan lang magusap at makinig ng bukal sa puso at may sinseridad._

my work will be effortless...

magulong wensday.... eto, busy parin ang buhay2.... research ipapass na bukas and yet eto parang wala pa ata silang nasimulan hehehe... kasi ako meron na, yabang... pero wala ring mangyayari its still a group work, useless ang ginagawa kong ganitong effort..... buhay nga tlaga....ang bilis pero ang tagal, ewan, pero as my fwen tine said,

_"matagal parin yan... at marami pang pwedeng mangyari..." tama nga naman...._

50firstdates

i've watch about a love story, superterrific, about a girln who fell in love with a person that she couldnt remember she had an amnesia...they had such a hard time fixing every thing in her life, her tendency to erase everything, especially all the happy memories she had. But destiny has really the way to make their lives complite again. She was a atr instructor, she painted the face of this guy in her dreams , that was also the same guy that she loved before. The love that bind their hearts together again.
_thier love story was such amzing, even how tough it takes for the guy to do all the nessesary and awkward things, he did, all because of love. one more thing i've learned, patience is one of the greatest expression on how much you love a person... reality says that there is no fantasy, but when you try to believe i think it could possibly turn to reality._

_destiny comes in the right time_ but it will not take you to wait forever_

knowing me!(survey)

Who was the first:
-that greet u this morning?- pa2 god nd my kring!...
-that gave u a kiss today?- friends..
-that u think about when u woke up?- things to do...
-that u loved when u were born?- my mame..
Wud u prefer:
-iced tea or teh tarik? -kahit ano....
-black or white hair?- bLaCk..xmpre..
-rebond or perm hair?- my curly hair(kulotz!)
-clubbing or parties?-parties
-anger or hatred?-love!...
-singing or acting?- both
-beach or cinemas?- kht ano...both nlng..

Lets talk bout u:
-wats ur status now?- im single..but not available...
-do u love ur family?-sOooObrah...
-have u been beaten up before?-,.

Lets talk about ur feelings:
-do u love anyone now?- absolutely...terrificaly and complitely...
-get angry easily?-sometimes ,patience is a virtue...
-do u have feelings for anyone?- for everone..
-do u cry?- of corz...dats part of life....
Whose the last:
-that u bumped into?- sa yero. wahh nasukob ulet ako kgabi ajiji...
-gave u a hug today?-my or his dog..
-tht u said i love u to?- haha, basta...

Others:
chocolate or strawberry- ChoColAte!hilig nmn un noh...
single or taken-single but not available...
do you love your life now?- yah,i think so!
you prefer reality or fantasy-reality... u can be happy in fanatsy but thet cud also be in reality only if u believe...

what's ur name.
-korina carla targa
when's ur birthday.
- oct 09
what's the most thing ur scared of.
-myself...my fears....
who do you miss now.

-my family esp my mame , my gel, my fwends
punkrock or goth.
-watever..
u rather kiss a frog or die.

-. im afraid of frogs pero y not baka maging prince charming..
mag isa kah...u love sentimental songs.
- uhmmm...yah.. dramang tao to eh..
-"even if"
why u hear dat song.- wala lng...basta un na un....
what is the rating of dat song you give.-109%
emo or hiphop.-emo!..
black or pink.- both poh...hehe

saturdai...

walang bago sa buhay... ganito parin... ngaun ang elections ng ssc-kasanma ng skuk at sa kabutihang palad di kami nagvote... hehehe. super dooper dami ng kailangan gawin, una sa filipino assignment... tapos sa history mga three chapters lang naman eh... at dahil sa assignment di pa kmi nakareview.... yan ksi mahilig sa rush. learn from ure mistakes. hehe, diba. after ng klse uhm, un nag antipated mass kmi ng nga horshie at mga iba ko pang ka blockmates.

two weeks and four days to go...

two weeks and four days to go....tapos na ang first sem... now, busy na ang lahat ng mga tao... doing projects at kung anuanong napakaraming paper works.. talagang ang bilis ng araw.... waahh, parang hindi ko na mahabol, kung gano ka bagal noon.. ganun din ka bilis ngaun... ang daming kailangan gawin, ireview, ireasearch. College life isnt that easy, panapanahon lang yan. and cguro now is the most busiest time. hehehe.... and for sure sa sem break i will mis this, ung mga rush na paggawa ng mga bagay bagay, ung mga katamaran sa paggising ksi malamig pa.. tsaka maaga pa naman.. tulog tumatakbo, at hinihingal sa my chapel palang... hahaha. ang mga board mates kong weehh! haha, na dahil sa kanila lagi akong na susukob. source of joy yang mga yan... na kahit hindi joke ung ginagawa at sinasabi ko uy, natatawa cla... meron din sorrow, thats part of life, we juz need to understand each other and more patience... at mabuti naman kagabi, people in the world were now okey... makapag usap na ang dapat magusap, things were settled na at sana end na un ng kahit anu pa mang war wla ng mag-exist. mapabahay o skul nagkakawar...! waah, mga tao talaga.... sana masettle lahat bago matapos ang first sem at bago mag bye2 aquipels na kmi..(huhuh).. bagong buhay na naman.uu

bukas another saturday... super heavy day.... wahfakx! good luck.. god bless.uu

how far can i go??

without taking the risk you cannot love.... but how much risk is enough?? i dont know the answrs, when i encountered this questions it made me really think twice... how often is enough to every risk youre taking...? i have no idea, its something confuses my mind. As my brother told me, it all comes at the right time. He's right, its his first time to say a comment about what im taking about even he dont really know... ang gulo noh, pero gnun un... nakakapanibago esp when he said that kinilabutan ako.. hindi ko ksi maisip kung san nya nahagilap un.

ang saya nung naging CLSS sem dun sa chapel namin hehehe... nakakapagod ng sobra but its ok lalo na ung makita silang huppee... syempre masaya narin. kahit sandali lang ako nakapakinig sa mga talks nila, i felt the strength and spirit... ang galing nila pati execution ng talks, very powerful tagos hangang puso... hahaha pero no joke, totoo un. ag saya nga nila eh. i just hope and pray na sana magtuloy tuloy na ulit ung pagbabalik ng community dun... kahi mdyo malayo na si mame, kaya yan, nakakamis din kasi ang mga tito, tita, at mga kapatid-kapatidan ko.... i know they or we can build again the community ngaun pa na ang daming napagdaan na trials at nalampasan.

_Believe and Have Faith_

surprises...

late this evening nagkaroon ng surprise kami for our boardmate and fwend... c gerald... hehehe... ang saya, sobrang simple lang naman siya... una.. hindi namin sya binati mula kaninang umaga... tapos ngaung hapon sinamahan ko si heidz nagpagawa kami ng tarpuline na posters ng samurai x(ang cute) hahaha... that serves as our gift... tapos hindi kumpleto ang lahat pag walang cake... cheese cake basta cake un ang imp. tapos with nips and marshmallows na kami din ang kumain at my banner diba soxal. masaya kahit simple lang ang importante may napasayang tao.

i miss her sooo much....

last night i wrote a letter for my mame... hmmm, sobrang simple letter lang un... nagkwento tungkol sa buhay buhay ngaung college. i remembered the last time i wrote a letter for her was bago siya umalis... i was really crying nung ginawa ko un, ang drama ko, that was the night before my graduation... ewan, hindi ko lang siguro napigilan damdamin. mga seven months after ngaun lang ulit nakasulat... pero hindi na gnun ka drama... grabeh, namimiss ko ng my mame... oo nga andyan dade ko pero kahit na iba parin siya, i miss the times na nagkwekwentuhan lang kaming kahit anu bago natulog, and kahit sumbungera un agee luv ko un. siya ang biggest infuenze sakin sa apostolate... mommy nga din xa nung mga un eh. basta i miss everthing about her. katxt ko parin xa kahit miles away xa.... kahit malayo malapit din... hehe... but im happy kasi happy xa dun tsaka hindi kami nawawalan commu... lagi niang sinasabi nA "ag ka mapaga inaro kay dios" diba... at lagi ko din sinasabi sa kanya... kung gusto may paraan, kung ayaw may dahilan ... kung lau lau man kami ngaun may dahilan un, kailangan lang magsacrifice.

_we may be far from distance but the love dwelling in our hearts binds us together_

far from perfect but real

i'd rather go blind

than to see you walk away from me

i'd rather be deaf

than hear you hate me

lose everything

than lose you

'coz what would everything mean

if i dont have you

i feel so special everytime

you remember me

i feel so complite

when i know that youre there for me

i feel so glad cause your nice to me

so please stay

cause my life

wouldnt be the same

if you go away

if love is ment for you

it will stick with you

even how tough it gets

_it may be far from perfect but its real_

waaahhh...

naiinis na talaga ako.... hmm, wala lang, parang ni maalala ka di lang nia magawa.... am i over pathetic of myself... o.a. lang talaga siguro ako. masyado akong nagoover react, patience god! wag kang magalala, mahal ka rin niya.... ewan nga! ni magreply lang... hmmm.para mamiss ko, wat a reason... yaan mo pagalitan ko... hindi ko naman magawa. be understanding.... grabeh eh anung petsa palang ngaun noh... hmmm.. basta, kahit ganun un mahal ko parin un... from the buttom of my hypotalamus. (hehe) ayan happy nako...
aun... ngaun im with the horshie... dito sa internet cafe, ibang level pang underground. dito ang isa kong tambayan pag nawawala kami, or sa mcdo kumakain ng fishball, kikiam, tokneneng, banana q, o kaya sa hamburger at ang newest ang binatog with milk... kahapon ko lang na tikman wala kasi dun sa baba yan! at syempre pagwala dun nasa lib. as in library... gud gurlz! ajejeje....oo, pumupnta kami dun for the subjects na talgang kinakailangan i pag library... history, suki nga ang block namin sa filipinana pag at quizes at exams... kahit papano, worth it din naman eh.
hanngang ngaun hindi ko parin matapos ung sinusulat kong story... ewan... basta... im so "clueless nd foolish" kasi... basta there will come a time eencode ko na un dito. sana maging maayos....

relishing yesterday... History.

Studying the causes and effects of History of the details of the past has specific importance and value. It enables to know the roots and development of the country and our culture and civilization. It gives our own identity by telling to us where we are and where we are going. As they always say History does not repeat itself but actually it’s the people repeats History. It teaches us to read the destiny of people and it also tells us not to be ignorant to the history of our own country that will help us distinguish truth from opinion and facts. It also teaches us to be attentive and argue productively with each other on interesting questions and answers.
Values I learned and adopt in History is like searching or learning the missing parts in our life that could help us go further. It challenges us to challenge and seek for truth. Courage and faith, stick to what we believe and fight for it until the end. Patience, because History engages the answers in longer span of time. Value of acceptance to the values and cultures given and adopted from other countries. Being open to change especially if its for our betterment.

_Believing... that what really happened before is happening today constitute facts and facts are truths which cannot be conditioned or changed._

can u hear me?

talks about me, myself and I... my newest blog, hear you can know me more and better see and explore more how i live my life... my adventures, the poems and stories that i wrote (hopefully mailagay ko lahat)... how you read to the spaces and lines that i am not saying... i hope and pray that you will enjoy reading... and after reading you'll not think less of me and reject me, the more accept me for the true whole me.

just always remember...
_every thing in our life happens for a reason, it may be good or bad it is given by God to let us realize things & make us a more strong person. So, live life to the fullest & be the best of whatever we can be. I want saying to myself that " I'm glad i did than I wish I had" _

_shhh, try to listen to what thay are not saying... listening is one way of loving_

you are the one

Another day passes by, i'm dreamin' of you,
And though i know it might be just a dream, dreams come true,
Somewhere, somehow i'll find you even though it takes all of
My life{all of my life}
And when i finally do{and when i finally do}
I know inside my heart{ i know inside my heart}
That there could be no doubt, i knew it from the start
{you are the one}you are the one
That i've been searching for my whole life through,
{you are the one}you are the one that i've been looking for
And now that i have found you,
{duet}i'll never let you go, i'll hold you in my arms
You are the one
Another night spent alone
I'm lying in the dark{lying in the dark}
I don't know your name
But i know your voice sings to my heart{voice sings to my heart}
A sweet melody, a symphony of love
I know that come one day{i know that come one day}
I time for you and me{a time for you and me}
To finally be together, cause i know we're meant to be

Forever's a meaningless word
Even though you're here with me
Here by my side, here in my heart
i'll never let you go i'll hold you in my arms
you are the one that i've been searching for my whole life through
that i've been looking for and now that i have found you
i'll never let you go, i'll hold you in my arms

Cause you are the one, you are the one

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if i could only say i love you
i should done it many times
but i dont want to let you know
because i know you wouldnt mind
you smile so sweet at me one time
when i first met you
i feel something strange before
i tried my best to forget you
because i know i must
but every thing i did
made me love you more
i hope this love for you
will soon be turned to dream again..

i dream because i love you

will i always wait in vain?

life alone...

the tears dries quickly when its for nessasary reason... silence.

sunday morning.... ahm eto magisa sa buhay.... umuwi lahat ng mga tao sa bhauz namin and as usual i was left alone.... huhuh! drama ko, sooobrang tahimik ang buhay magisa..... wala lang nakakapanibago. kasi diba laging maingay dati......ayun ang kasama ko lang ay ang cp at tv namin.... hehehe. ganun pala un, actualy second time ko ng magisa dun.... and alam mo un moment talga ng pag dradrama.... makakamiss din pala ung mga un.
less than one month to go..... tapos na ang first sem. nung una ang tagal tagal ng oras pero ngaun grabeh parang sobrang bilis naman na.... hmmm pero hangang ngaun hindi ko parin maicip... college na talaga ako....pero for real na talaga to.... katulad ng sinabi ko dati... mahirap, dahil you need to adjust to every thimg in a new world.... lalo na sa ibang mga prof at instructors... lalo na pag si monster na... nga pala, nakakatawa last meeting namin sa kanya nalock ang room namin and nasa labas siya, almost one meeting na ganun... ewan akala namin mastock na kami dun.... pero busy parin lahat sa paggawa ng assignment passing na kasi nun. and after more than one hour ayun narecovered na kami saloob.... kailangan tanggalin ang isang glass window ng door..masaya din at the same time... kasi makakameet ka ng mga ibat ibang taong my ibat iba ring buhay.... mga bagong friends (mga horshie) na ayun nakakasama mo....every peple are unique at kakaiba.

i dont expect na gnun nagiging reaction nila pag balik ko.... in the first place nahihiya ako kasi kahit na nadalian nangyari ang pagpili sakin as rep ng parish.... i know they trust me that i can make it, pero hindi eh.... hindi ko nameet expectation nila, but then hindi nila ko pinabayaan... again i feel loved by them... kahit na gnun... kahit papano pala my nakakaapreciate parin sa kin.... and soobrang thankful ako sa support nila.... astig talaga sila, kahit pasimuno sa katarantaduhan.... malambot din puso nung mga un...
and tommorow pasok nanaman, kanina nakigulo ang mga iba pang classmates na lalake sa PE class kasi nga my competition, luckily hndi kami nakasama... ang BsAc 1-17 hhayyy....

my first..

my first post.... ahmm, its a great thing may bago na naman akong blog, taz kanina, ayun natuloy na ang aming practicum sa PE class hehe... nakakatawa, hhhayyy thank God natapos na at hindi kami nakasama sa competition kanina with the other classes ng first years... buti hindi kami prepared, dami kasing fans...tapos kanina matagal narin naming hindi nagawa na kumain together...kaya kanina nag fiesta kami.... dinner namin, chiken balls, tuyo(dry hindi wet), with matching sauce na mgawa ko... at orange juice... hehehe. pero an fairness masarap at nakakabusog po un.