Thursday, April 26, 2007

emotions

one grows distant with each other not because of hatred nor indifference, but because of fear. There's the fear that the hurt gets greater as the one gets closer, a recognition of the tendency to fall deeply and consequently drown in a quicksand of stupid irrationalities. Sometimes, what drives one away is not the absence of emotions but the overwhelming presence of it!

Monday, April 09, 2007

waah, back again to this life!

todaay is the staart of summer classes... classes agaain!.... haaaay! sanaa nag-eenjoy aa kaami sa bakasyon this days, pero wheather we like it or not.... kailangan naming bumalik dito.... waalaang choice... huh? feeling bad 'bout that, kahit anung mangyari we have to accept. Hmmm, lamig dito ngaun hindi katulad saaa baba... soobrang init naman, hirap ding mag adjust ssaa weather... pero kinda ok na... first day, ... soobrang hindi ako makaatulog kabi... i dunno kng bakit.... for the first time ndi maaga aang class ko weeeh.. 9 in the morning.. hehehe. first subject...nstp! 30 min lang and we're done.. first daaay kasi eh.... checking of attendaance konti chu2 taapos! taapos mayaaa2 balik narin aako sa school! haalaah, messiah paalaa.. lagot ako.. hehehe.. uyy, in fairness,, miz ko din cla aahh... ol the everything (my gnun baang word?) basta aang laahaaat, from the services saaa chapel and outside the chapel to the kwentuhan nd meyenda, hotdogz1... hmmm, pero may baad news, wala na mga mamah ko ssaaaa aalto, iniwanaaan na nilaa ako, ias na naman aakong orphan, orphanage... !!! pano na yaan... san na ko ,mapupunta? bahalana si batman aat si darna dyaan. Emotionaally? am i ok? basta... in due time i will be ok....!