stupidity measures

paano ko nga ba dapat simulan 'to..


hindi ko lang alam.. ano nga bang dapat kong gawin, edi wala...
bakit nga ba ako nagkakaganito?
wala naman ako dapat pagmaktulam eh...
(hahaha)
ang weird ko lang talaga noh?
naiintindihan mo ba ako?
oo.
alam kong hindi.

ewan ko lang kung bakit mga ba ako nagkakaganito..
hmmmm,
here i go again...

"i really want to realize my worth over and over again"

--parang tanga lang.. from time to time i see myself worthless..that you're life could be better without me... sino ba naman kasi ako diba? one time, i started asking

"ano nga ba ang gagawin mo pag namatay ako?"
--ang tapang ko naman nagtanong nun.. na kahit ako, takot.
wala lang, ewan ko ba, ano kaya yung kailangan kong gawin to prove my worth kahit minsan...para kasi akong tanga.


gusto ko lang maishare ang aking istupidity..
para maawa ka sa akin..
para maintindihan mo ako?
hindi rin eh..

ano ba...

.. na kahit wala ako sa buhay mo


, may magbabago.


(sooooo emo this past few days, sabi ko nga ewan ko kung bakit ako nagkakaganito... actually wala naman akong problema eh... overall, i'm ok. nababaliw lang talaga ako, i badly need some people to be with me, and those people who will understand me... i mean really understand... i'm different. i'm badly weird. i need people who will make me see life, at its best... )

tama na muna ang ka-aningan.

sem- ender!!! (pinksisters)

bago matapos ang makulay na second sem....


xempre say BYE na naman kami sa aming bhauz sa 13H.. malungkot pero gnun talaga, madami naman masasayang memeries dun eh...


at bago kami maglakwatsa, naglipat muna kami...


SUNDAY, MARCH 22


nagmass sa PINKSISTERS:





actually soobrang aga namin dyan eh, mga 1 hr before the mass kaya, magTRIP muna kami.....




sa condo namin..











parang bakuran talaga namin ohhh..









ayaw talaga naming tumalon eh..





Si FRanCo, Si KaRen, Si DoM, Si KaYcEe.

panagbenga 09

kumusta nga ba ang naging panagbenga ko? hmmmmmm.. hindi ako tumuloy sa outreach ng JrFinex para mag enjoy dito sa town. No regrets, nag ENJOY ako. honestly, napapagod na kasi ako sa trabaho sa org kaya un.




ang CHATMATES, grabeh ang textmates gone these far, to our grand eyeball the canton party.. *hehehehe. ang saya talaga, ung moments na talagang tawa ka lang ng tawa. sana sa mga susunod na panagbenga makasama ko uli sila.




sa bato, wid dom.. hehehe aun, session in bloom yan.. ayan akar more, hmmmm nindi naman evrynight, hehehehe..





at yan ang mga pangarap namin puntahan na simbahan, we will be there SOON! yea. hehehe.





meet EJ, kapatid ni ron at barz. hehehe anak namin.. tugsh! hehehe.. nakabonding namin nung last day ng session in bloom.. ang cute na bata as in...






ayan ohhh, kuha ni EJ akalain mu ginawa naming photographr ung bata.. hehehehe. magaling!




pic sa bump car.. na walang bumpcar.. hehehe. sooooooooooo cute!





pinaghalo halo.. wasabe.. heheheh Maalat yan! at dahil nanalo ako sa jak en po, si bibe ang naunang tumikim.



(yan ang panagbenga to remember)

RE: 030909

"once in my life, i found you and me"

in many ways
i can tel some points about her,
coz i know how a KORINA CARLA goes. .

it sounds like this:
simple
simple
simple
YET WONDERFUL!!


i just love her simply the way she is

those simple moments we are together
laughing times,
talking times
just domz and kc times. .

i really do appreciate how life goes on and on,
and my world with her is the biggest part of it..

aztig lang,,
nakakaamaze lang ang lahat
speechless parin ako,
as u expect, hehe
ganito tlga ang mga unngoi,,hehe

so thankful with what we have
simple yet wonderful
un tau
un ung tandem na KC at DOM!!



galing ni boss,
c KORINA CARLA nga,,
simply her,
simply great!

and that simple ways keep me on loving her..
and of that she also did, simply love me too!!


simple khaycee
simple korina carla
simple koring
simple kc
simple bibe
that's the person
i love most!
cheers!


t h a n k y o u b i b e

i l o v e y o u b i b e!!

030909

speechless. speechless. speechless.


i could hardly know, how can can i describe my feeling-- feeling that i know

a time in my life i prayed and hoped for...
a time that hopefully there will come a man that could love for SIMPLY being who i am..
a time that a person will become proud of being with me..
a time that i will feel the care, security and comfort..
a time that i could finally say to God that "this is the person i chose to love"..
a time that finally i could say to myself "this is the kind of love that made me exactly realize how amazing and beautiful life can be".
a time that i could simply define happiness in my heart..


a time that came so unexpectedly, unpredictable.. nothing special..nothing extraordinary..nothing.. it's just that HE came to made me realize that there is life ahead and life is simply more beautiful if i can open my eyes to see how wonderful loving again-- beneath the fear, the people, the unfair reality but cling more on the power of love-- that was truly tested by time.

at this point in time, more than hoping and wishing, i am praying that indeed this is the kind of love, a relationship that i am hoping and praying for, finally.

movie or pizza?

what a question to think about over and over again.

Question that popped out my ming last weekend. I think it doesn't simply involves that thing that I should do that day, but in the deeper sense of who are the people who are involved in my life.

movie or pizza?

Question that makes me think twice, what I should really do. It's like asking to yourself.. "which do you prefer past, present or future" And your answer does not depend on your brother, your close friend, to the special persons around you but to YOURSELF.


why? because think your answers rely on your own hands.. as they say if you want things to happen you can have ways of of doing so.. if don't want them to happen, you also have reasons of doing so..


it BOTH made me HAPPY.. but in two different time.

it BOTH made me confused.. because they are coming at the same TIME.

but most of all,

it BOTH made me feel, that indeed!




I'm LOVED.