speechless____

don't know how to really start this kind of things that I want to really write.. but then.. ahmmmm.... maybe at this point in time I could just sit around the corner and just smile. ",


" don't exhaust your heart trying to look for the one you think you deserve, instead you should save the best part of yourself for the person who deserves you-- someone who CAME, the time you didn't search"


--being HAPPY, is one of the state that as of that moment I'm really scared to feel, some kinda weird but to really think I have my one reason--- that yes, I will be happy now but still I will again be sad, worst I will be sad for the same reasons.

Sometimes, it's just really magical to think and believe that I'm happy despite the fact that I'm afraid to be. Now, honestly I don't know the right words and expression that I should have.

HE just bring out ME that was hiding, shattered and destroyed by my emotions.
HE became the chanel and the response to be ME again.
HE was around to made me smile.
HE is by my side to simply love me as I am.
HE was not a mere dream come true but,
HE will be the person that will be with ME in doing my dreams.
HE was never be a boy that ever turned my head but,
HE is the guy that turned my heart again.
HE was never perfect but,
HE will be with me to face life's imperfections.
HE may be same typical person but I can prove that
HE is not assuring me that he will never hurt me but
HE is making me realize that the very simple things my heart longs to feel


...appreciated
...accepted
...loved.




I didn't really told you what I was trying to say. I hope that my heart even spoke to YOU. =)