All these time I feel that I cannot come out of what I wanted to tell to the world my thoughts and everything I wanted to say,. everything I post or that I say is not about I wanted to tell that I don't like my work or what... !!!!!! sorry for disappointing them by the way I speak or write brutally (as what they think about me and the way I write) its just putting into writing the reality that they are avoiding for the longest time.
Tuesday, July 01, 2014
Monday, April 28, 2014
Bilog. A Tribute to a dog that changed my life.
Early this morning, my brother told me that "Bilog" was not around. They already get him, because he is now weak and old. This is not a another "Marley Me" or "Hachico" story.
"Bilog". I don't know his breed and age (but I know he is now old, according to my cousin he is about 9 years old now.) He stays just outside my bedroom. He was the one left in the house of my tita, we are just separated by grills. I stay there alone.
I remember the time, that I feel so alone, inside my place, I used to cry and cry. the moment I opened my door behind the grills I saw the sad face of this dog sadder than me. "Yes, you're also alone?". Then I will cry again. "Yes, you're also hungry?" If only "Bilog" can speak to me whenever I used to speak to him. His eyes tells me the story how sad he was to be alone and hungry. For 9 long years he was stuck to a place when he can't see the world. Until I came. Crispy Pata. Fried Chickens. My friends and office mates knew its for "Bilog."
He became my ally. He makes me remember that I am with someone. He makes me remember that I should survive for him. He makes me realize that life is about helping another lone soul to be able to fight with your own battle. He makes me understand that you need someone who can help you and you can help.
Yes. It was a struggle, living life alone. But thank you I am surviving that battle. The greatest lesson I learned from you, "Change one heart a time." I maybe broken, still I try to help you and by helping you, you also helped me, alot, more that what I expected.
Thank You, "Bilog"
I miss you. The dog,outside the door of my bedroom behind the grills.
"Bilog". I don't know his breed and age (but I know he is now old, according to my cousin he is about 9 years old now.) He stays just outside my bedroom. He was the one left in the house of my tita, we are just separated by grills. I stay there alone.
I remember the time, that I feel so alone, inside my place, I used to cry and cry. the moment I opened my door behind the grills I saw the sad face of this dog sadder than me. "Yes, you're also alone?". Then I will cry again. "Yes, you're also hungry?" If only "Bilog" can speak to me whenever I used to speak to him. His eyes tells me the story how sad he was to be alone and hungry. For 9 long years he was stuck to a place when he can't see the world. Until I came. Crispy Pata. Fried Chickens. My friends and office mates knew its for "Bilog."
He became my ally. He makes me remember that I am with someone. He makes me remember that I should survive for him. He makes me realize that life is about helping another lone soul to be able to fight with your own battle. He makes me understand that you need someone who can help you and you can help.
Yes. It was a struggle, living life alone. But thank you I am surviving that battle. The greatest lesson I learned from you, "Change one heart a time." I maybe broken, still I try to help you and by helping you, you also helped me, alot, more that what I expected.
Thank You, "Bilog"
I miss you. The dog,outside the door of my bedroom behind the grills.
Monday, March 31, 2014
"Thank You and Congratulations"
Appreciated. This morning, I received an e-mail from a significant person reading it made me really speechless. This excerpt is his overall description of myself and how I work. Wow. This afternoon, someone told me, "Thank You and Congratulations!" Again, Wow. Wow.
#100happydays 
My Engr. Brother
PRC Board of Registered Electrical
Engineers Oath Taking. Official! Congratulations!!!
God bless to your work. #100happydays
Day 15 of 100 happy days
The royal surprise. Cupcakes!!! Its the
thought that counts kahit na epic fail.. salamat sa
masarap na pasalubong baby brother. Franco Ryan
Quinto Targa #100happydays
Dukhang Empleyado 1.0
3 years and 5 months to be exact. Regular employee. Below minimum wage
salary. Voluminous workload.
Sobrang dami ko ng mga nakitang empleyado na dumating at umalis. Madami na din ako mga umaga na gumising ako at sinabi ko sa sarili ko "ayaw ko na", "nahihirapan na ako". Madami na din akong sakripisyong ginawa at pinagdaanan dito. Oo kayak o yung mahihirap na clients na kinatatakutan nila, kahit ng mga Managers, kaya ko yung mahirap na pinagdadaan ko sa BSP Audit, mga iba pang trabaho, pag gawa ng mga inutos mo, pagkulong nila sa isang sulok ng floor, minsang pag babalewala na andito ako lahat naman yun kaya ko.
Sana lang kaya ko pa pag kasyahin ang sahod ko sa lahat ng mga kailangan kong bayaran—sa kailangan ng pamilya ko, ng pag-aaral ko, ng bahay na tinutuluyan ko, ng pagkain naming araw araw, ng pamasahe ko, ng pag bibigay ko ng allowance sa kapatid ko, ng pambayad ni dade at sa pang araw-araw nila, ng pambigay ko kila mama at nanay kahit minsan pag-uuwi ako, ng pang tulong ko sa simbahan, ng pambigay sa kapatid ko para sa allowance niya sa review, paghahanap ng trabaho, at ngayon habang wala pa siyang sweldo. Pinipilit kong mag kasya lahat, oo hirap na ako actually hirap na hirap na dumarating mga araw na nag hahanap nalang ko nga barrya para makapasok sa opisina, minsan nakapila na ako sa sakayan ng fx pero kulang pala ang nabuo kong pera na nakakalat sa bag ko, minsan kailangan nalang nalang iiyak ko, nagalaw na pambayad ko ng tuition ng Midterms at Finals, hindi pa ako nakapagbayad ng bahay, naubos nap era ko kahapon sa pagkain naming sa labas kasi pumasa na kapatid ko sa engeneering board exam wala naman trabaho si dade, nabos, wala na din siyang pamasahe pauwi. Ang sakit na ng puso ko. Hindi pa din ako makatulong, kulang pa din talaga, ni mabilhan sila ng mga kailangan nila.
Hay, ganyan kahirap. 3 years and 5 months.
Bakit ko pa ba kailangan magtiis?
Sobrang dami ko ng mga nakitang empleyado na dumating at umalis. Madami na din ako mga umaga na gumising ako at sinabi ko sa sarili ko "ayaw ko na", "nahihirapan na ako". Madami na din akong sakripisyong ginawa at pinagdaanan dito. Oo kayak o yung mahihirap na clients na kinatatakutan nila, kahit ng mga Managers, kaya ko yung mahirap na pinagdadaan ko sa BSP Audit, mga iba pang trabaho, pag gawa ng mga inutos mo, pagkulong nila sa isang sulok ng floor, minsang pag babalewala na andito ako lahat naman yun kaya ko.
Sana lang kaya ko pa pag kasyahin ang sahod ko sa lahat ng mga kailangan kong bayaran—sa kailangan ng pamilya ko, ng pag-aaral ko, ng bahay na tinutuluyan ko, ng pagkain naming araw araw, ng pamasahe ko, ng pag bibigay ko ng allowance sa kapatid ko, ng pambayad ni dade at sa pang araw-araw nila, ng pambigay ko kila mama at nanay kahit minsan pag-uuwi ako, ng pang tulong ko sa simbahan, ng pambigay sa kapatid ko para sa allowance niya sa review, paghahanap ng trabaho, at ngayon habang wala pa siyang sweldo. Pinipilit kong mag kasya lahat, oo hirap na ako actually hirap na hirap na dumarating mga araw na nag hahanap nalang ko nga barrya para makapasok sa opisina, minsan nakapila na ako sa sakayan ng fx pero kulang pala ang nabuo kong pera na nakakalat sa bag ko, minsan kailangan nalang nalang iiyak ko, nagalaw na pambayad ko ng tuition ng Midterms at Finals, hindi pa ako nakapagbayad ng bahay, naubos nap era ko kahapon sa pagkain naming sa labas kasi pumasa na kapatid ko sa engeneering board exam wala naman trabaho si dade, nabos, wala na din siyang pamasahe pauwi. Ang sakit na ng puso ko. Hindi pa din ako makatulong, kulang pa din talaga, ni mabilhan sila ng mga kailangan nila.
Hay, ganyan kahirap. 3 years and 5 months.
Bakit ko pa ba kailangan magtiis?
Friday, March 28, 2014
Day 14 of 100 happy days
Lucban Pancit Habhab and Longganisa. Sinundo nila ako sa office kasi di ako uuwi sabi ko. #100happydays
Thursday, March 27, 2014
Am I aiming too high?
I just want to congratulate myself that after less than 4 years, I officially started to update my resume, have accounts in job hunting sites, and officially apply to companies. Too high? 3 international banks. 1 multinational company. It has been this long that I am clinging to a job that I've been hating from the start.
Congratulations for entering into the reality of many opportunities outside of your comfort zone.
Congratulations for entering into the reality of many opportunities outside of your comfort zone.
Wednesday, March 26, 2014
Day 13 of 100 happy days
Conversation with Mama. Pinagsasabihan ko na mag payong pag-mainit. Missing our family. #100happydays
Day 12 of 100 happy days
Ice Cream. No matter how heavy your load is, there's a Mini Stop Ice Cream. Salamat sa masarap na kwentuhan kaninang lunch. #100happydays
Day 11 of 100 happy days
My journal.
I write because I love. I write because I live. I write because I write. Updated as of today. Yey! #100happydays
Day 09 of 100 happy days
Ang pag-aaral di kumpleto kung walang kaibigan. Feeling namin bakasyon na, kaya lunch out kahit malate. #100happydays #buhayestudyante 
Monday, March 24, 2014
Day 08 of 100 happy days
Questions have answers that will be given in Time. Remembering our BSP audit. (I made these from the annexes.) It has been a challenging job, it was the time that I thought I would give up, time that I really don't know to handle Time-to fulfill all that I should do and value it, you can never request for longer days but it's you that will make it productive. I learned so much and I know there is something more to learn. Keep seeking for questions. Tap at your back , you became tougher. #100happydays
Day 06 of 100 happy days
Our St.Joseph Pastoral Station. Faith. Hope. Service. Love. Youth. Life. Challenges. Gift. Keep the faith and keep on serving. God knows and hears. Happy Fiesta! Celebration on saturday with Fr.Soc. How I wish I can go home, but I cannot, my prayers are with you. Aja! #100happydays
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Day 05 of 100 happy days
"Why will we hire you?" Seminar. Conducted for the students of ABE Makati. Thank you! I had a great day. With my fellow MBA classmates as speakers. Epic day day but at least I survived. #100happydays
Sunday, March 16, 2014
Day 04 of 100 happy days
Para kanino ka bumabangon?
Para sa anak. Para sa kaibigan. Para sa 'di mo kakilala. Para sa bata. Para sa isip bata. Para sa marami. Para sa sarili. Para hindi ka lang basta gumigising. Bumabangon ka ng may dahilan. Dahil pag tinulungan mong bumangon ang isang tao, parang buong bayan na din ang bumabangon.
Ikaw para kanino ka bumabangon?
Let this be a reminder of our every breakfast, purpose and dream. This #nationalreakfastday and everyday. Tara, kape at pandesal tayo. #100happydays
Day 03 of 100 happy days
PASINAYA 2014- to sit back and listen to the Philippine Madrigal Singers & Philippine Philharmonic Orchestra, watch theater plays and dances and act in story telling session. It has been a great day of detoxifying, relaxing and realizing the beauty of our talents and culture. So proud to be a Filipino. It started with a mass and ended up with tea. Thank you for spending my another #happiestday
#100happydays 
Saturday, March 15, 2014
Day 02 of 100 happy days
"Seriously? Do you want to write?" -Dean Cabulay, Speaker on our seminar about Writing, Best Practices, Trends and Strategies. Writing has been my passion, it is life put into paper. For a frustrated writer like me, it's just inspiring to hear a writer speak. Graduate School did a great job. #buhayestudyante #100happydays
Friday, March 14, 2014
Day 01 of 100 happy days
Thursday, February 06, 2014
Fri-date flashback
It was over and above. It was beyond our control. It will be over and over again. 1st date as classmates, and a hundred times eating and laughing together, great to look back, seat and eat in the same places in our hearts again.
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