No wonder! ( my nxt in line speech)

We tell them we care for them yet we hurt them. We tell them we love them yet we hurt them no wonder why people are afraid when they are told they are loved.

I for one, I'm afraid to love! that's a fact and forever be a fact that's embedded in my heart. I don't want to cry for the wrong reason and the wrong person one day. I don"t want to be like then stammering for that stupid thing. I'm afraid to be Hurt. I'm afraid to fail. Until in an unexpected place, time and unexpected person changed my life. He taught me to laugh, to cry, to be strong. He simply taught me life long lesson I don't ever want to learn and I will never ever forget-- to Love! Everything since then was so perfect. I could say I experience to be happy. Until I forgot... I forgot that happiness in his life means without me... without me, but with God. I forgot that he wasn't meant to stay forever, not forever. After a long time a got a chance to meet him again, He smiled at me and I did the same, he asked if I'm okay I smiled and nodded then words instantly came out of my mind. . . .I miss the laughter and the tears, the ups and downs we'ved faced, the places we'ved gone, the people we changed, the songs we used to sang together, I miss his voice, I miss him, I miss us. I hugged him tight and tears fell from my eyes. God, that's how I still love him and then. . . and then I woke up!!!