Please Listen to what I am not saying.

Dont be fooled by me. Dont be fooled by the mask i wear for I wear a mask a thousand mask and none of then is me.

Pretending is an act to imitate to make false of ourselves because of some factors one of which is to please others, we want them to feel mthat were secure that all is sunny and unruffled within as well as without. That confidence is the name and coolness is the name.

But behind dwells the real me in confusion fear and aloneness. But I hide this that's why I create a mask to sheild from the glance that knows, glance that's precisely my salvation. I am afraid that this glance will not be followed by acceptance and love. I am afraid that you'll think less of me that you'll laugh and ypure laugh will kill me. That deep down I'm nothing. I know its the only thing that will asure me of what I cannot assure myself that I'm really worth something. So, I play this desperate pretending game, with a fascade assurance of without and a trembling child within. I tell you everything that's really nothing, and nothing of what's everything, of what's crying within me.