Friday, November 28, 2008

when it is good to ba a quitter?






sometimes the best way to move ahead in life is to admit that you've had enough.





that sometimes, giving up someting can bring a sense of relief and ease.







Just like stepping out of an old pair of pants...






...that no longer fits.

sadness.





it cannot be merely seen by looking but by feeling.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

frm "betzies" group

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bakit sila gnyan? wala na silang ginawa kundi painisin ang mga babae?

well, bahala sila!!!!!
tama si jhe dapat ganyan no boys? (hehehe)
siguro crushes pwede pa
(cge mamaya mgahahanap ako ng crush ko.. weeeh, to make urself happy. db? db?)

at reg magpost ka din dito ahh.. si mike walang kwenta.. wag mo lang punuin ang puso mo ng galit... (nakakatakot un) learn to forgive him dahil syempre mahal mo siya.




[U[B]]***makakahanap din tau ng right guy, cgruro in ur case dpa siya dumarating and in my case DI PA SIYA PINAPANGANAK (hehehe)***[/U]love, love, love![/B]

tama na yan... nakakasawa nakakarindi... nakakainis.
sino ba kasing nag imbento niyan ah.. naku..
ewan ko ba.. hmmmmm.... hmmmmm...


maxado na naman ata akong nagiging "manhid"
sa ngaun mas nabuti yung ganito para wala kang maramdamang kahit ano, di ka pa masasaktan. dba? kaso lang nga "bitter ba ako? " hindi naman dba? pinag aaralan kong wag maging bitter... pero bitter things make me sustain my life// hehehe.

gagaling din ako. :( [/FONT][/COLOR]

Friday, November 14, 2008

CC: Soo much for love!





minsan nakakasawa na din pag usapan ang love... nakakabagot... nakakainis kasi paulit ulit nalang ung mga nagyayari... mamaya masaya ka... bukas nasaktan ka na..


naisip ko nakakasawa din kaya mag mahal?

anong klaseng tanong.


oo? cguro pag napagod ka cguro hindi ka nga masyadong nagmahal (basehan ba yun? ang alam ko hindi) Pwede ka naman kasing mapagod pero hindi ka prin titigil dba? hindi ko alam... cguro ayaw ko munang marinig ang tungkol dyan sandali nabibingi na kasi ako sa katahimikan ng sarili ko eh. Nakakatakot.


Hindi ko na kasi alam kung san ko ilulugar ang sarili ko minsan. (wala naman akong dapat lugaran. hmmmm)


Ewan.


Pero naniniwala ako na kahit gaano mo saktan ang isang tao kung mahal ka nga niya mahal ka niya talaga. Kasi kaya niyang tanggapin yung mga ganung bagay galing sa'yo, kahit pa nasakit. Ka-martyran? Un ba un? hmmmm... di ka pa naman papatayin sa luneta nun. Haha.


Maxado na bang matapang?

Hindi pa din gaano.

Kung may nagbago, natutuo na akong maniwala sa sarili kong mga desisyon, panindigan sa sinasabi ng isip at puso ko, ipaglaban yun gusto ko at bagay na sa tingin ko tama (hindi nga lang sa love) kundi sa buhay (buhay estudyante) hindi man ako matalino pero alam ko ring mag isip ng mga bagay kahit papano. Ang pinakamahirap sa lahat ngayon... Patunayan sa mundo na hindi mali ang maging desisyon ko na hindi sila sundin. Mahirap? oo! pero kakayanin ko yun..!




sana. napapagod na kasi ako.

Monday, November 03, 2008

stupid me!



I really don't know how to explain what I'm feeling.. I don't know if I should be happy because at last after years I saw him and after all these time I finally told him not to be assured of too much love from me.


Too much braveness.

It's killing me...I don't intend to Hurt him. my point is for him to realize that Love is not always loving people in silence.. it's about proving to the world that yuo love a person and letting them realize that they are special. I really don't know the impact of my "harsh" words on him... he could hate me.. hate me! =(. For sure I don't want that to happen.


Hopefully, one day he could prove to me that I'm not wrong. I don't want distance to make and break me again... Hopefully, one day I will personally understand why this is happening to me. Hopefully one day, He will also be brave enough to say and let me feel that I'm again loved (if he do?). I don't want to expect, it kills me faster, it hurts my heart and leave it wounded. Hopefully, one day I could say that I have again my angel, that sometime left me. Hopefully one day, I learn how to accept things, one day I could say I love and I'm brave to love over and over again.
One day, he will finally found what he is looking for... and that one day he can also realize that I still love him. Hopefully one day he could say that he became happy because of me.



One day everything will be alright.
Hopefully, I will not be sad. =(

yellow cab (only a dream)



da trio (delphz, me, heidz)



batang akalat kalat sa Sm.

Mcdo session wid messiah!



Pasaway ako dito eh.. hehehe. Hay!